[20:59] ***** Sim Start ***** [20:59] whats this obsession with mess halls?:) [20:59] << OK but I'm not playing Neelix this time >> [21:00] ((whever would you suggest, m'lord? 8:P)) [21:00] ::sighs heavily, regretting that the small replicator in his room has malfunctioned:: [21:00] I can be Neelix tonight... [21:00] ::enters with Tollory::look...I'm just sayin' that I'm sorry for that whole mess in engineering today [21:00] * Mouse sits at a table, a cold dinner ignored and working furiously over some padd [21:01] I'll be working with my recipies. [21:01] ::Seeing no alternative, Lan releuctantly moves towards the ships Galley. [21:01] :: shakes his head at Wallace :: Why do I get the impression that we'll be having this conversation again sometime soon? [21:01] ::looks up as Lan enters, gets a bit flustered, and looks back down at her work. Verbs verbs verbs verbs verbs, augh! [21:02] ::Enters, and tries to find something vaguely edible [21:02] :: removes his pips and puts them in his pocket :: [21:02] look, dryden - can I call you Dryden? - this whole thing, it's really all I have left [21:02] ...you've got to trust me more often [21:02] << will be leaving now :) >> [21:02] ::settles for a simple platter of bread, cheese, a few apples, and a moderate cup of wine. [21:02] uhm, hullo, m'lord... ::blinks at Lan, suprised to see him after duty:: [21:03] *** Phoen|x (~phoenix52@yckam037032.netvigator.com) has left #lol-coronado [21:03] Hmm let's see ... first time I meet you, you punch me ... then the arboretum thing ... then ... :: stops and looks at Wallace's expression :: [21:03] Greeting Mouse; I see thy dost continue thy studies whenever possible; I commend thee for thy dedication. [21:03] :: sighs, rubs his eyes :: Sorry. I'm not my usual self. [21:03] ::looks up at Lan, leaving her adopted kitchen:: [21:03] ::sees Mouse and the others::c'mon, let's have a drink [21:03] :: nods at Wallace : [21:04] ::blushes:: thank-uhm, thank you. All these irregular verbs.. we don't have anything like that in corellian:: [21:04] ::approaches the table::Commnader, Mouse - mind if we have a seat? [21:04] ::walks out of the kitchen area and looks at Lan and Mouse, walking over:: [21:04] ::lacking space, tosses his training powersword on the empty table next to him [21:04] *** Rhombus (rhombus@client-209-158-222-144.bellatlantic.net) has joined #lol-coronado [21:04] :: flinches as the sword lands in front of him :: [21:04] uhm, sure... ::clears out her padds and pushes her ignored plate aside:: [21:04] Thou art welcome to join us, if thou dost wish to do so. [21:05] The chef's taking dinner orders, you people. So what do you want? [21:05] ::smiles at her and sits down::thanks [21:05] :: hurries up and moves away from the other table to join Wallace :: [21:05] uhm... ::a bit bewildered at the sudden company:: how was training, m'lord? I heard that you were putting on a show for everyone [21:05] uhm, nothing Lynn; thanks. [21:05] *** ObsNephy (Vrenna@modem98.ils.net) has left #lol-coronado [21:05] Thous shalt gain greater command as time passes; experience shall integrate thy knowledge and suddenly thou shalt find thyself speaking with little difficulty at all [21:06] okay, nothing for Wildman. DuLac's got something. Tollory? wallace? [21:06] ::looks up at Dauber:: a whiskey, sour-mash, on the rocks and [21:06] <> [21:06] I'm trying to remember what it is you make that i like, doc. [21:06] ...nothing else, thanks [21:06] It was no public demonstration; I merely sought solace in the familiar efforts of sword drills. [21:06] Sorry, no alcohol except for !very! old Romulan Ale. [21:06] *** Rhombus (rhombus@client-209-158-222-144.bellatlantic.net) has left #lol-coronado [21:06] ::nods:: I've never understood how everyone speaks here very well... everyone speaks so differently from one another. you say thy, others say they.... what's right? O_o [21:07] Stuff that'll melt your damn tongue... [21:07] ::raises an eyebrow:: THE Romulan Ale? [21:07] ::nods:: found some in McCoy's quarters. [21:07] Twas a sadly brief drill, but it verily did aid my focus, and didst do some little good to maintain my comamnd and mastery of the blade. [21:07] :: looks at Dauber :: Do you know how to make ... spaghetti? [21:07] If you mean the stuff served the night Gorkon was shot, then yeah. THE. [21:07] * Mouse nods at Lan, putting her work aside for the moment [21:07] think it's from the same case used when Gorkon was aboard? [21:08] well, then...pour me a glass [21:08] I know it is. Got McCoy's fingerprints all over it, and the date is about right. [21:08] I've never seen anythin like it.... it must be something, to be able to use a sword like that. [21:08] Good God, are you sure you're sane, Walace? [21:08] What a loaded question. [21:08] <> [21:08] yeah, doc - perfectly [21:08] :: grins at Wallace and winks :: [21:09] Mouse, despite the nigh commonality of Federation standard, cultural differences still prevail in the exact dialect. My Camelynian dialect is a merel reflection of the complexities of High language of Camelyn. [21:09] ::glares at Tollory:: [21:09] Yeah, I can make spaghetti, Dryden. [21:09] I'd like some of that. [21:09] You want with roasted chicken, meatballs or just tomato sauce? [21:09] ::nod nod:: which one should I try an'learn? [21:09] a sword has it's uses, but it is as much a symbol as anything I doth wield. [21:09] ::nods::that'd be good, doc; can ya' make it two? [21:09] :: excited :: Ooh, meatballs, if you have them [21:09] It'll take me a little bit, but I can get it. [21:10] :: looks at Mouse worriedly but doesn't say anything :: [21:10] ::tiredly:: ...with the meatballs, please [21:10] That's two spaghettis and a shot of firewater, right? [21:10] Methinks thou shoulds't gain mastery of Federation standard, so thou mayest communicate with a wider variety of beings, and thus broaden thy knowledge of this universe. [21:10] yeah, doc... [21:10] see-ya people [21:10] ::nods slowly, still somewhat baffled:: [21:10] ::turns and enters the kitchen, opening a case of tomatoes:: [21:11] ::shakes her head and mutters:: this world is so different... [21:11] *** Sonya (snelson@minbar-1-107.mdm.mke.execpc.com) has left #lol-Coronado [21:11] ::stands up and moves to the viewport:: [21:11] ::crushes them in a large bowl, adding many spices and a certain secret ingredient:: [21:11] Thous hast adjusted passing well so far [21:11] ::takes out half a pound ground beef and adds some spices to it as well, making it into balls:: [21:12] it's very different... even th'way that people act. It's... cleaner. [21:12] ::glances back at Mouse, muttering to himself::yeah, it's pretty crazy sometimes [21:12] ::turns back to the viewport:: [21:12] Indeed, methinks thou dost mingle and associate with the crew than I have come to [21:12] ::Finds some angel-hair pasta and boils it:: [21:12] :: rubs his eyes some more :: [21:12] ::thinks its done, so takes a forkful and throws it against the ceiling:: [21:13] Mouse, thou didst have the misfortune of living under the corrupting effects of a most vile tyranny. [21:13] ::it falls, after sticking a few seconds:: [21:13] :: looks over at Wallace and gets up, walking over to him :: [21:13] oh, not very much m'lord. I don'have much time to ... uhm, mingle. [21:13] ::leans against the viewport, watching the nebula intently:: [21:13] ::finishes up the sauce and puts it onto a large pot and cooks it:: [21:13] Perhaps thou shouldst find such time then. [21:13] ::puts in the meatballs:: [21:13] ::removes the heat from under the pasta:: [21:13] :: to Wallace :: What do you see when you look out there? [21:14] ::rubs her hands together and loosk down at her padd in a brief show of nervousness:: I've never been very much of an... uhm... an outgoing person, m'lord. [21:14] ::softly::her...my wife [21:14] ::puts the pasta onto two plates and gets out some parmesean cheese:: [21:14] Ashley. [21:15] Thou dost not need to completely reverse thine habits; but perhaps a few limited steps would broaden thy horizons. [21:15] ::finishes up the cooking of the sauce and the meatballs and pours it over the pasta:: [21:15] you've read my profile, then? [21:15] :: shakes his head :: [21:15] ::sprinkles some parmesean cheese on top and puts it onto a server's tray:: [21:15] Thou dost have the chance to enjoy life outside of duty; take full advanatge of that gift while thou mayest [21:15] I have ... but that's not why I know about her. [21:15] You told me. Back in the arboretum. Told me her name, anyway. [21:16] ::takes out a tall glass and puts five cubes of ice into it:: [21:16] ::pauses, looks reflective just for a moment:: [21:16] ::removes the botle from a hiding place and half- fills the glass:: [21:16] I've never really thought about things like that, m'lord. For th'past tne years or so I've worked, all of th'time. I haven't had a vacation in years, really. I wouldn't know what to do. [21:16] ::puts the glass onto the tray and hefts it:: [21:16] I don't think I know much about her beyond that. [21:16] ::sighs::yeah,... [21:17] ::carries the tray into the mess hall and puts the plates in front of where the two men were sitting:: [21:17] ::looks up at Lynn:: [21:17] Explore then; see what sights as thou mayest find. Delve into arts, literature, peruse tomes thou never had the opportunity to view before. [21:17] ::carefully puts the glass next to Wallace's plate:: [21:17] Smiles at Mouse:: [21:17] Spaghetti's on, boys! [21:18] ::nods:: I have been... I've been looking into history an'some science. It's not easy, the science anyways. There's a lot to remember [21:18] :: looks back at Lynn :: Thanks, ma. [21:18] ::glances back at the table and smiles::let's eat [21:18] Soon enough, thou mayest find thyself in an arragement where such opportunities may not be available for some time. [21:18] ::carries the tray back into the kitchen:: [21:18] why's that, M'lord? Will we be goin somewhere without th'computers? [21:18] ::comes back out and looks at Dryden:: [21:18] ::approaches the table and sits at his plate:: [21:18] :: nods at Wallace :: Sure thing ... [21:18] Sceince is not as much remembering, as a process of questioning, and a desire to understand. [21:18] what did you call me, Tollory? [21:19] ::grins::ah! Romulan Ale from before the Khitomer Accords! [21:19] ::takes a sip:: [21:19] No, I merely meant that sometimes, a person may found themselves so bound in their duty no other option exists. [21:19] Oh ... I called you ma. It kinda slipped out. [21:19] Sorry, it's just been a little while since anyone called me 'Ma'... [21:19] It was something you mentioned when I first met you, in Sick Bay. [21:19] I decided to try it. [21:19] Brings back memories, is all. [21:19] Yeah, I just forgot. [21:19] ohh, okay. That's how I am most of the time. Work and sleep, work and sleep. But that isn't a prollem, I'm used to that. [21:19] ::gags slightly before smiling:: this is terrible - I love it! [21:20] Yeah, the stuff's had eighty years to ferment a little more. [21:20] I gotta get a drink, excuse me ... [21:20] :: stands up and walks across the room to the replicator :: [21:20] Well, if that is truly the routin thou dost desire, then thou shalt have no difficulty in the life of a squire. [21:20] now, about this spaghetti... ::digs in enthusiastically:: [21:20] :looks at Lan for a moment, an unusual thoughtful expression:: [21:20] Red wine, from Earth ... Burgundy region of France. Year ... :: shrugs :: Whatever's good. [21:21] ::while chewing::oh - this - this is the good stuff, doc [21:21] 'Specially since McCoy didn't open the bottle... [21:21] ahm, a squire? Mlord? I thought that only Camelynites could be knights... [21:21] :: grabs the glass after it materializes in front of him, walks back towards the table with the gang :: [21:21] ::sits down:: [21:21] Well, I dweleld upon the matter. Those not born of Camelyn have been made honorary Knights, Knights in title only. [21:21] :: stops at the table with the sword lying on top of it and gazes at it oddly :: [21:21] Dauber, you've really got to cook more often... [21:21] I do. Every night. [21:22] Don't eat that replicator crap unles I have to. [21:22] well, I wouldn't want to be a knight only in title... I'd want to earn it... [21:22] ::grinnig::...this is almost as good as what - [21:22] But, there is no precedent for a squire of non-Camelynian heritage to be made a knight. [21:22] ::suddenly grows silent:: [21:22] ::sucks in a breath between clenched teeth:: [21:22] I wouldn't want to be a bother... it's very busy, and I already have duties to th'ship... I can't put those off... [21:22] Ooh, I'm sorry. [21:22] However, I hath not percieved any traidition that would prohibit such a thing as well.::smiles slightly:: [21:23] Dig in. Forget about the past. Just remember to chew. [21:23] :: walks slowly back to the table with everyone :: [21:23] ::blushes visibly and looks away, embarrased:: [21:23] ::turns pale:: - almost as good as what - as what SHE used to make... [21:23] And, being the Crown Prince doth give me some leeway in the bounds of interpreting and creating tradition Mouse. [21:23] ::pushes the plate a little closer to Wallace, encouraging him to keep eating:: [21:23] ::gets up and pats him on the back:: [21:23] ::stares deep into his glass of Romulan Ale:: [21:24] :: sits down at the edge of the table and absently sets his wine glass where there is no table, so that it falls to the ground and spills :: [21:24] ::nods silently - she's always forgetting that the man she works with is royalty. Goodness, one would think that someone like Mouse would be more aware of such things:: [21:24] ::turns and enters the kitchen, for a rag:: [21:24] ::comes back with the rag and clears up the mess:: [21:24] :: looks down at the glass and sighs :: [21:24] is it that easy? Just apply and then you're a squire? [21:24] Boy, I really do need to meditate. [21:24] ::swirls the ale around a bit:: [21:24] I guess no one knows, it hasn't been done before. [21:24] ::absently puts the bottle of Romulan Ale onto the table:: [21:24] :: kneels down next to dauber :: Here, I'll fix that. [21:25] ::right in front of Wallace:: [21:25] I got it. [21:25] ::stares at the bottle:: [21:25] It is not as simple; forst, a formal request must be made unto knight willing to accept a squire; then the squire is judged for suitability. Some time may be spent in service as a page. [21:25] ::stands and tosses the rag into the replicator:: Computer, dematerialize cloth. [21:25] a page? [21:25] ::whispers::no, not again... [21:25] I guess I haven't gotten that far in my readings yet... O_o [21:25] :: stands up :: [21:26] ::grows enraged and throws the glass against the viewport:: [21:26] ::the computer obediently destroys the rag:: [21:26] :: snaps back to attention :: [21:26] ::cringes at the sound of the glass shattering:: [21:26] * Mouse blinks and looks over at Wallace in shock [21:26] ::picks up the bottle:: [21:26] Jeezus... [21:26] but, thy time as my understudy at science wouldst easily equal any duties a page would do, and indeed exceed it greatly. [21:26] :: grabs the bottle :: Careful now ... [21:26] Hey! Wallace! [21:26] This ale is historic. WOuldn't want to spoil it. [21:26] Put the bottle down! that's expensive stuff! [21:27] ::panting:: [21:27] ::nods:: [21:27] aah... ::looks between Wallace and Lan, not sure what to say:: [21:27] ::releases the bottle:: [21:27] ::momentarily realizes the differences and the similarities between herself and Tollory:: [21:27] ::eyes Wallace momentarily, irritated by the churlish conduct, but says nothing yet:: [21:27] ::folds her hands together and turns her attention back to the table, her thoughts disrupted:: [21:28] :: sighs :: Wallace. You really must stop doing that. [21:28] then help me, doctor... [21:28] ah, but, that's all there is? Just apply and then you get tested, and then you start? uhm, mlord? [21:28] help me erase her memory [21:28] :: shoots a quick look at Dauber :: Erase her memory? [21:28] So, mouse, if tho dost wish such a thing, then thou must decide to pursue thy goal at a time of thine choosing and readiness. [21:29] ::shrugs:: it's possible... [21:29] ::nods, pleading with the doctors::it can be done, and it's not tha tdangerous [21:29] Well ... yes. [21:29] But just because something's possible doesn't mean you should do it. [21:29] But I know what you're thinking. [21:29] Ypu doth make the request; the request may be considered for a probationary time before a final resolution is reached by the sponsoring knight. [21:29] <> [21:30] ::inhales a little, was Lan actually saying it was possible? But, she remembered, this was *her* they were talking about. She was a mechanic, not a knight.:: [21:30] the technology was developed by Section 31 around 2247 [21:30] Well, ever since I've been here, I've been about as ready as I am now; hasn't changed all that much. [21:30] it's tried and true [21:30] please, doctors... [21:31] It's been done before by various Starfleet doctors ... [21:31] Why do you resort to that method? [21:31] and, that Knight would determine which of the orders thou wouldst most likely be inducted. [21:31] I can show you how to implant the new memories seamlessly [21:31] Dev, just erasing the problem away isn't going to change things. [21:31] Wouldn't it be better in the long run to deal with them? [21:31] it'll be as if the old memories never existed [21:31] Besides, I've always heard that certain triggers bring back the memories, worse than before... [21:32] ::nods slowly:: well, there's the martial oder, the science order... and another one... hmm. [21:32] Until you see a picture of your wife. [21:32] Then, you have a problem. [21:32] not the way we do it [21:32] Then a knight of that order would ultimtely Knight you, if thou didst stay fast and meet all that would be asked, and prove thyself to be worthy. [21:32] Neural conflict. [21:32] The way you do it is waay too heartless for me to condone. [21:32] But, in this case, as Crown Prince, my title doth give me the ability to induct to any order of my choosing at any time. [21:32] I don't condone it at all. [21:33] Running away from problems isn't any answer. [21:33] ::grabs Dauber and slams her against the bulkhead::DAMN YOU! This is my sanity we're talking about! [21:33] So the two top physicians agree. [21:33] By the gods ...! [21:33] ::slides an evil eyes towards Wallace again:: [21:33] ah... well, I'm not sure if I'd make a very good knight... I've never done anything like that at all [21:33] ::is mostly unshaken by getting tossed around:: This is your sanity I'm saving. [21:34] ::glances at Dev, worried and filled with a bit of trepidation:: [21:34] :: grabs Wallace and pries him off Dauber :: Stop that! [21:34] ::hissing through his teeth::what right have YOU to pass moral judgement on ME, DOCTOR? [21:34] Then mouse, my first requiremtn before I wouldst accept thee fully as a squire would be to find a faith in thyself. [21:34] It doesn't matter, Dryden. I've been through a lot worse. [21:34] I have every right as a physician. [21:34] ::blushes again, Lan didn't dance around an issue like most others:: [21:34] My oath has sworn me to do what's best for my patients. [21:35] *** Juliet is now known as MoniqueLehman [21:35] Simply wiping your memories will not do it. [21:35] and I have a duty to Section 31 and the Federation - if you don't help me, I'll have it done when we return [21:35] Thou dost limit thyself more than thou dost reach thy limits. [21:35] I try, m'lord. It's hard. [21:35] you can't stop me forever [21:35] I don't care where you go. I can get them to agree with me an hour before you get htere. [21:35] ::walks into the ten-forward lounge and sees everyone visiting and walks over to the cormer table and sits down by herself:: [21:35] I HAVE to forget her and what I did! Don't you get it? [21:35] And what, we're simply supposed to not ever mention your wife or anything related to her? [21:36] ::looks over at Monique, tries to smile weakly, and wonders why she seems so pensive:: [21:36] ::catches a glimpse of Lehman as she enters, and wonders briefly whe she is sitting alone [21:36] And besides, if I let you got through with this, I could never look myself in the mirror again for the rest of my life. [21:36] I know that doesn't mean a damn to you, but it does to me. [21:36] the records will be changed appropriately, doctor; it's been done a thousand times before, it'll be done a thousand more times [21:37] ::takes a small metal object and sits it on the table and cuffs her hands around it so no one can see it and practices moving it back and forth:: [21:37] I'm your doctor, and I will not let you run from your problems. [21:37] ::whispers to Lan:: uhm, m'lord, perhaps we should invite Mrs. Lehmann over? she looks lonely [21:37] :: shakes his head and moves away from Dauber and Wallace to the table and sits down :: [21:37] Mouse, take heed to my words; aloow thyself to grow, and doubt thyself not overmuch; one can become lost in a dungeon of self doubt, purely constructed from ones fear, thus locking thyself away from the true achievements that await thee. [21:38] I have a duty to protect this ship and the Federation - a duty that I cannot do while I remember how I killed my own wife! [21:38] Indeed Mouse; I was perusing the same thought. [21:38] Wallace, you have to live with your memories, just like the rest of us. [21:38] ::starts to laugh un controllably:: [21:38] ::exhales slowly at Lan's words. looking down. He was right, she knew he was right, but years of training otherwise had conditioned her and madee her into what she was now. [21:38] ::grows quiet::you don't get it? [21:38] ::his face goes bleak for a moment on the subject of old memories:: [21:38] no one does [21:39] ::in between laughs:: Oh, how the mighty have fallen. [21:39] ::stands and slowly walks over to where Lehman sits:: [21:39] You, the member of the most tough and heartless group in the federation. [21:39] ::bitterly:: what's so funny, Doctor? [21:39] :: taps Mouse on the shoulder :: [21:39] M'lady, mayest I have a moment of thine time? [21:39] ::follows behind Lan, her padds clasped in front of her protectively -then jumps and looks at tollory:: [21:39] And you, cowering afraid of your own memories! It's terribly ironic! [21:39] uhm, yeah? [21:39] You sure you want to be a knight? [21:39] Use a sword to slice people up? [21:40] Toughest man on the ship, scared of himself! [21:40] ::quickly grabs the object as she feels someone walk over to her table and looks up:: Uh, hi Lan [21:40] I - ah - I never given it much thought yet... I don't know... [21:40] ::bursts into laughter again:: [21:40] Damn, that's a knee-slapper! [21:40] ::looks embarrassed and quickly puts the object in her pocket:: [21:40] Well ... you and I need to have a talk before you make your final decision. [21:40] Just trust me on this one. [21:40] ::tensely::were it anyone else but you, DOCTOR, you would be dead by now... [21:40] If thou would not find it inconveinent, wouldst thou perhaps join Mouse and myself for some pleasant conversation among friends? [21:40] I can actually defend myself, Wallace. [21:40] Certanly Lan, please have a seat [21:41] Besides, what do you have to be angry about? [21:41] ::wonders what is wrong:: [21:41] uh... if you want to, that's okay... you can sit with us if you want... [21:41] It's the truth that stings more than any blade, eh? [21:41] ::sits down at the table and looks up at Tollory [21:41] ::wipes a tear from her eye:: [21:41] ::still tense and bitter::I am NOT afraid! [21:42] If you aren't afraid, then why do you run frm yur memories? [21:42] :: sits down :: I don't think we should talk about it here. [21:42] ::looks back at Wallace, now quite worried about him:: [21:42] okay [21:42] ::with the last of his patience, Lan sists and pretends to ignore the emotinal hysterics [21:42] <> [21:42] ::begins to break down::...I - I am not - afraid... [21:42] ::under total emotional control:: [21:43] ::suddenly becoming maternal:: I know you aren't, honey. [21:43] It has been some great deal of time since we have met off duty Monique, if I may take the liberty of adressing you so. [21:43] Now sit down and eat your speghetti. [21:43] :: looks at Wallace with Mouse :: Boy did I ever pick the wrong ship to play counselor on. [21:43] ::leads him over to his chair:: [21:43] ((it's too bad that we dind't have our Lan from the Three Musketeers here, this could be a very interesting scene 8;D)) [21:43] What are you all staring at? [21:43] <> [21:43] <<< no comment :)>> [21:44] ::collapses to his knees, tears streaming from his eyes and whispering::...I'm terrified... [21:44] ::nods at Tollory silently, not quite understanding. This was common fare in the resistance, was it any different here? [21:44] I've never served on a warship before, but on most other ships, yes. It's very different. [21:44] Yes you may call me by my first name....I would be honored Lan [21:44] ::swallows harshly as Dev seems to collapse, and gets up from the table silently, stepping over:: [21:44] ::picks him up and puts him in the chair, wiping the tears from his fae, as a mother would her child:: [21:44] <> [21:44] I, ah... ::looks back to Tollory for a second, and at Lan, and then back down at Dev:: [21:44] ::shrugs off Dauber::get off! [21:45] Tis a shame that we hath not been able to gather ntogether under ameniable circumstances before. [21:45] ::angry, and maternal:: Eat your dinner! [21:45] WHY? [21:45] What's the POINT?! [21:45] :: gets over and walks to stand beside Mouse :: [21:45] ::stops in the middle of the floor as the scene suddenly turns from sorrowful to angry. She isnt' sure what to do:: [21:45] It tastes good, and you're hungry. [21:45] Verily, I hath allowed duty to make me woefully forget my manners and inquire upon thy being, and thy current fortune. [21:46] ::grinds teeth a bit:: [21:46] :: says very quietly to Mouse :: There's nothing for you to do. [21:46] ::grabs a fork:: [21:46] ::pulls himself up into the chair:: [21:46] Are you ok Lan? [21:46] ::sighs and nods slightly, and turns back to the table with Dryden, taking a seat beside Lan [21:46] ::begins silently eating:: [21:46] ::holds back his hand with the fork in it, revealing more strength than she seems to have:: [21:46] ::notices Lan grinding his teeth:: [21:46] ::goes through the motions with his arm:: [21:47] :: walks over to Dauber and Wallace, and quietly draws Dauber away from Wallace :: [21:47] ::glares at Dauber through the entire ordeal:: [21:47] I think you should sit down, too. [21:47] Perhaps somewhat fatigued, but nothing of any matter. As always, I enjoy the benefits of a heale and heart constitution. [21:47] ::continues to eat in silence:: [21:47] ::looks up at Dryden:: Get your hands off me. [21:47] ::licks her lips and runs a hand through her hair, watching Monique and Lan. She feels a bit ou of place now, and as if she shoudl jsut be quite and pay attention. [21:47] :: removes his hands but still stands there :: [21:48] Are you finished? [21:48] ::finishes and grabs the bottle of Romulan Ale::need to wash it down... [21:48] With your dinner, I mean, Tollory? [21:48] ::watches Lan:: I am glad you came over but I thought you were helping Mouse [21:48] Huh? ... No. [21:48] Then eat up. Before it gets cold. [21:48] ::pops the stopper and chugs half the bottle:: [21:49] :: grabs his plate and moves over to Mouse's table. [21:49] uh? Oh, no, ma'am, we were jus'talking. [21:49] :: sits down and shakes his head :: [21:49] ::watches in silent awe as Wallace seems to do the impossible:: [21:49] I don't want to keep you from that if you need to be there and no one else seems to like me on the Coronado Lan.....you atre taking a risk sitting with me you know [21:49] ::looks a bit bewildered:: We wre having some conversation, pleasant enough, but nothing so close as to exclude a friend from it. [21:49] ::grins:: [21:49] much better, eh? [21:49] ::blinks:: I don'see why no one seems to like you on board, ma'am... you seem like a nice lady to me... [21:49] What dost thou meanest by risk? [21:49] That's my boy. [21:50] ::looks truly bewildered:: [21:50] ::gets somewhat confused:: [21:50] ::overhears the conversation with Lehman:: [21:50] * Mouse would ask of what Lehmann means, but it isn't her place to [21:50] ::starts to stand, but trips over the chair he's sitting in:: [21:50] ::moves to help Wallace to his feet:: [21:50] I am at no risk that I know of, and would say I am at little risk from anything else for that matter. [21:51] :suddenly thinks better of it and steps back:: [21:51] ::giggles::that - doctor - is the good stuff [21:51] Yes, yes it is. [21:51] You need a hand back to your quarters? [21:52] ::looks up at Dauber::yeah; but I'll be okay in the morning, ya' know? [21:52] * Mouse rubs her hands together and looks at Lynn and the "action" across the room [21:52] Okay. [21:52] :: to Mouse :: Why are you doing that? [21:52] ::sighs:: My last ship I served on found out I was telepathic and they attacked me one night and I was shipped off the next day to the Coronado.....I was hoping that no one would find out about my abilities but it came out and the crew hated me when they found out Lan......I don't know how long the Captain can keep a repeat from happening here [21:52] ::seesm to relax as the display ends:: [21:52] ::blinks and looks up at Tollory:: uh? Oh, sorry... [21:52] but first... [21:52] No, I'm genuinely curious. [21:52] Nervous habit? [21:53] ...I need some water [21:53] ::blinks and looks at Lehman sadly, then looks at Tollory and nods, blushing:: [21:53] ::struggles to a chair:: [21:53] ::walks to the kitchen and fetches a glass of water:: [21:53] What's wrong with bein telepathic, ma'am? Uhm, if you don'mind my asking, of course... [21:53] I truly am amazed? Telepaths are not so uncommon as to be a hunted species? Telepathic counselors are not unheard of on many vessels. Is not the Federation's very purpose consist of being above such bigotry? [21:54] ::brings it back to wallace:: [21:54] And,let me reassure you, no such atatck shall happen on this vessel, not so long as I am on life and have the strength to stand and wield by blade! [21:54] <> [21:54] Ya know, Mouse ... if I may make a suggestion ... [21:54] Yes but that is not always the case.....there are several who are afraid of us because we are telepathic...but you are safe from me is probably why I don't scare you away [21:55] ::takes the water but decides to leave on his own, falling just outside the mess hall doors:: [21:55] hmm? ::looks at Tollory, apparently she's trapped between two conversations and is having a hard time coping with both:: [21:55] Stop apologizing so often. Especially when you haven't done anything wrong. :: smiles a small smile :: [21:55] ::blushes:: just habit. [21:55] Thou dost not cause fear in me for I now thou to be a good and trustworthy person, deserving of respect and consideration. [21:55] ::passes out into a fitful sleep:: [21:55] ::looks over at Lehman again:: My husband was half-Betazoid. [21:55] can you read me, uhm, ma'am? [21:55] ::walks over to their table, feels like joining their conversation:: [21:56] <> [21:56] ((seeya Wallace!)) [21:56] *** Dev_Wallace has quit IRC (Quit: Leaving ) [21:56] I wouldst enjoy an encounter withthose so limited in vision, so I mayest broaden their horizons by various means. [21:56] ::looks over at Lynn suprised:: he was, did he havbe problems being accepted by people [21:57] Not really. Most people didn't know. [21:57] Of course, he was like an emotional sponge, because he hadn't been trained properly. [21:57] why's it a prollem? I don't understand this place at all... [21:58] By similar logic, then I should be feared by all on this vessel; for I posess some strengths and abilities others do not. Yet, for the most part, this is not true. whate apprehension i perhaps deserve is a result of my unforgiveable actions of the past. [21:58] So about once every three months, he'd become an angry, violent man. [21:58] I don't know, Mouse ... probably for the same sort of reasons that people are afraid of genetically enhanced humanoids [21:58] ::mutters quitly:: you haven'done anything unforgiveable, m'lord... [21:58] I divorced him after the beatings started. [21:58] ::blinks:: [21:58] People fear what's different. [21:58] But you cannot get inside their minds and read their thoughts Lan....that is what scares them the most...someone being able to read their thoughts [21:58] why're people afraid of gennies? [21:58] Dost thou fear me then Dryden? [21:59] ::looks at Lan :: I didn't say I feared them. [21:59] But they're usually not welcome in Starfleet. [21:59] Look at Captain Aldur......it is most common for telepaths to talk mentally and it drives him crazy....he hates it [21:59] THat's because he likes to hear everything that's going on. [22:00] The fear of someone being different is an age old curse, but it is not as pervasive as thou dost think. Perhaps thy fears come from thy expectations of rejection as well. [22:00] ::says almost mutely:: I thought he didn't like it 'cause it interrupted his thoughts... you know, like ... uhm... hmm... [22:00] Well then, perhaps I am less welcomed than I thought. [22:00] He thinks if you talk mentally to him, you could be doing it to everyone and planning something against him, like a birthday party. [22:00] He use to beat you Lynn? I'm sorry, no wonder you stay as far away from me as you can....if one Betazoid will do that who knows what another will do right? [22:00] No, I don't stay away from you. [22:01] :: raises an eyebrow :: I don't particularly remember saying I helped make up those rules, or even agree with them, Commander. [22:01] ::sits deep in her chair, feeling completely out of her league:: [22:01] I am just in different circles than you are. You're flight, I'm medical. We don't interact often. [22:01] :: nods at what Dauber says :: [22:01] Perhaps he prefers the communication on duty to be vocal, so all may particiapte fully. [22:01] I had a few Betazoid friends, so I know what they're like if they get trained properly. [22:01] I haven't ever even met you, Ms. Lehman. [22:01] Tollery is right....we are usually not welcome by the crew in starfleet.... [22:02] Well, consiering the history of my planet, I doth understand some of the unease my culture doth engender. We, of need, began our genetic engineering hundereds of years ago. [22:03] you are a prime example Lan [22:03] Every time I reccommended he get help, he'd beat me harder. [22:03] :: to Monique :: You think you're not welcome ... try explaining that you're from the Gamma Quadrant, like me. [22:03] ::looks up at Monique, her face a bit white and completely unsure of what to say, then looks back down,:: you don'scare me, ma'am. You seem really nice. [22:03] Talk about paranoia ... [22:03] your people were at one time afraid of telepaths being able to read your thoughts and over the decades made a way to mentally block us [22:03] that's why Wallace pushin' me around doesn't bother me as much. [22:03] A prime example? of what, pray tell? [22:04] Or what about being from a different universe? [22:04] It was a choice made soem decades ago; as we nobles must guard state secrets, some provision was made to endow us with resistence, in the needs of security. It was not an easy decision, and it was, perhaps, based in fear. [22:05] ...actually, nevermind... [22:05] ::smiles:: Thanks Mouse....you should have seen the first time I was found out by the crew....we had a helm officer by the name of Anderson who would have loved to kill me where I stood [22:05] ...no one's got anything against me... [22:05] Just Wallace, every once in a while. [22:05] ::nods blankly, her face ashen, and knowing exactly what she was saying:: [22:05] Yeah, well, I guess I bring that on myself. [22:05] ((good grief, what a motley crew this ship has 8;D)) [22:05] Yet, once initiated, it twwas irreversable, I merely represent the culmination. [22:05] No ... I didn't bring it upon myself, he's that way with me too. [22:06] I know. [22:06] If we ever get a moment of quiet time, that lieutenant is looking at a serious counseling session. [22:06] The question is, do you conduct it, or do I? [22:06] :: gives Dauber a wry grin :: [22:06] * Mouse rubs her hands together again and glances at the window out into the stars [22:06] I dunno. [22:07] You've known him longer than I have... [22:07] And such modifications were not universal; is it not true thou canst sense my emotions most inensely, and those of my people? [22:07] or, rather, you know him better than I do. [22:07] ::stands up to move to the replicator:: ahm, would anyone like anything? ::blush blush:: [22:07] I need another glass of wine. I dropped mine. [22:07] If you don't mind, could you get me one, please? [22:07] ::nods mutely and looks at the others:: [22:08] I'm fine, Jenn--er, Mouse. [22:08] Perhasp the substance of our thought is sheilded, but thou still canst sense somewhat of our inner nature. It is nothing I fear, as I doth know you to be an honorable person. [22:08] Irequire no beverage Mouse; the synthhol has little appeal to me. [22:08] One good thing I got out of that marriage... [22:09] ...I can read faces pretty well... [22:09] that and my kids, that is... [22:09] okay... ::slips away to the replicator and comes back with a glass of wine and some water for herself:: [22:09] ::smiles at Mouse:: How are your lessons coming? [22:09] Thanks, Mouse. [22:09] ::notices she had already waled away:: [22:10] ::sits down and blushes at the attention:: I'm not sure, ma'am; you'd ahve to ask Lord DuLac... It's alot of work. [22:10] Mouse doth make a most excellent progress; verily she has made such advances few would believe. [22:10] ::blushes even reeder at the praise, in public even!:: [22:10] :: smiles at Mouse :: Oh, I'm pretty sure I could believe it. [22:11] I know I could... [22:11] There is only one areas she hath failed to master, despite mine efforts. [22:11] ::blinks and wonders what that is:: [22:11] I'm sorry Mouse....your thoughts are so strong I could read them without trying [22:12] ::nods slowly at Monique:: Most'a the time, telepaths can read my thoughts right away. [22:12] I don't got any- er, I dont'* have8 anything to hide. [22:12] She doth hesitiate to believe in her progress, and still doubts her self, her motivations, and her ability to achieve them, despite all evidence showing that she is most capable indeed. [22:13] Well well ... I believe I was just saying something like that. [22:13] Good to know my counseling skills aren't completely shot. [22:13] Give it time, Tollory. [22:13] They will be. [22:13] ::looks down at her hands folded in her lap, not saying too much [22:13] Thanks for the vote of confidence, doc. [22:13] Especially if you work with Wallace too much. [22:13] You're welcome! [22:14] Soon enought though, I plan a trial that shall give her no time for doubt, only success or failure. The temepring of trial by fire. [22:14] .... Trial by fire? [22:14] Oh, that's an optimistic title... [22:14] ::loks up quickly at Lan - this was the first she'd heard of this! eep!:: [22:14] ::smiles at Mouse and then looks at Lan:: Are you teaching Mouse to be a knight.....he thoughts are strong [22:14] if you'll excuse my saying, m'lord... [22:15] An expression; it shall be a challenge under stress and dire circumstances that shall leave no room for error. [22:15] ...no pressure... [22:15] ::bites her lip and asks a little hoarsely:: uhm, when will this be, m'lord? [22:15] *** Garstini is now known as Garstini|AFK [22:16] I merely wish for Mouse to achieve whatever goals she sets. [22:16] It will be when thou dost least expect it, and indeed, thou shalt not even hath time to recogize the test for what it is. [22:17] ::decides to shut her mouth before she shoots it off...:: [22:17] ::blinks and sweats a little, already getting apprehensive. Well, if that wasn't one of the worst things to say to a paranoid girl like Mouse...:: [22:17] :: looks at Mouse worriedly :: [22:17] ah... I'll do my best, m'lord... [22:17] ::rubs her hands together and takes a sip of her water:: [22:17] :: to Mouse :: That's all that's important. [22:18] You will do fine Mouse....you are very smart [22:18] And I do full well realize thou shalt worry about wonder; but I have no doubt thou wilt succeed..and thus realize how groundless such doubts were. [22:18] ::blushes again, so much attention. She really wasn't used to it.:: [22:18] :: recognizes the look on Mouse's face as one he used to have often, a long time ago :: [22:19] ::sees Mouse beginning to flush red again:: Calm down, girl! [22:19] I would not put you to such a test if I did not believe thou couldst rise to the challenge and prove thy mastery. [22:19] All right now, enough talk about Mouse. I think we were talking about introducing you to more new people, Ms. Lehman :) [22:19] Like the doctors! [22:19] ::exhales slightly as Dryden very courteously diverted the situation:: [22:20] ::smiles at Tollory:: I don't think they want to know me though [22:20] :: extends a hand to the helmswoman :: Dryden Tollory, assistant medical officer. Nice to meet you. [22:20] ::looks from Mouse to Lehman:: [22:20] ::shakes his hand:: Nice to meet you as well Dr. [22:20] ::looks truly troubled to hear Lehman express such doubts:: [22:21] Please, call me Dryden. [22:21] I don'understand why they wouldn't want to, ma'am. [22:21] :: tries to smile as much as he turns to Lan :: Er ... we haven't been formally introduced, either. [22:21] :: thinks for a second, thinking back on what his brothers used to do :: [22:22] :: bows to Lan :: Ah ... I would desire better acquaintance. [22:22] Verily, my manners are ill practiced from lack of use. I am Lan DuLac, and I am honored to make thy aquaintence [22:22] ::extends a hand to Lehman:: Lynn Dauber, Ship's Surgeon. Pleasure to make the acquaintance, Mz. Lehman. [22:23] ::sees the two ensigns that insulted her walk through and watches as one glares at her and then they walk back out:: [22:23] ::watches the two ensigns leave:: Whoop, bigot patrol... [22:23] Please, do not bow; Federation officers do NOT bow to one another. I am merely a Science officer. [22:23] ::follows Moniques gaze and sees what happened between her and the Ensign, and goes cold for a moment:: [22:23] ::stands:: [22:23] ::smiles and shakes Daubers hand:: Nice to meet you....you replaced Dr. Browning didn't you? [22:23] that I did. [22:24] Excuse me, I have a matter of some urgency to attend to; I shall return shortly [22:24] ::looks at Lan, and then nods gravely:: [22:24] Twice, now... [22:24] Sorry ... didn't mean to insult ... [22:24] ::looks at her glass and stirs her tea:: [22:24] ::Virtually leaps from the chair and tears off after the two ensigns [22:24] Ohm hey, Lehman, you want something to eat? [22:25] ::sips her water and feels quite uncomfortable:: [22:25] He's almost as fast as you, doc. [22:25] Unless there's a bottle of Romulan ale up for grabs. [22:25] :: laughs and grins at the doc :: [22:25] ::notices Lan and jumps up after him:: Mouse stop him please [22:25] Then it's wallace all the way... [22:25] <> [22:25] stop him? Uhm... yes ma'am... [22:25] ::gets up and follows quickly after Lan:: [22:25] Now now, I don't think he'll hurt them ... [22:25] Tollory? Wanna see if we can catch him? [22:25] Just give them a good talking to ... [22:26] ::the sounds of a VERY disgruntled Lan filter from almost a deck away as two ensigns are cornered in a most uncomfortable situation:: [22:26] Nah ... you go. You're the CMO, you can patch up the ensigns. [22:26] With his fists... [22:26] No thanks Lynn ::looks at the door where Lan and then Mouse ran out:: [22:26] ::exits the room, looks about both sides of teh corridor, and begins to jog after him:: [22:26] *** Dax (DS9@dialin1481.toronto.globalserve.net) has joined #lol-coronado [22:26] 12Welcome aboard U.S.S. Coronado, Dax! Your visitor's authorization codes have been enabled. [22:26] 12Dax = Lt. Commander Cameron Blaze, Former Chief Medical Officer, On Leave of Absense. [22:26] patch up the ensigns? Why would I do that? [22:26] It's a joke. [22:26] You said so yourself, he was just going to yell at them a little... [22:26] Oh, nevermind... [22:26] ::catches up to Lan, huffing,:: m'lord.. Commander Lehmann wasnts you to stop... uhm, mlord. [22:26] Mind moving faster than my ears... [22:26] ((hiya Dax! ^_^)) [22:27] :: shakes his head :: After all that complaining you do about me and not lightening up. [22:27] ((it's an after-sim sim)) [22:27] <> [22:27] <> [22:27] True, you are doing better, I have to admit... [22:27] <> [22:27] ::Lan has removed his rank and tossed it aside as he addresses them not as a superior officer, but an enraged Knight, his disgust at their bigotry evident in his fierce tones [22:27] ::steps back as she sees Lan catch up to them, not hearing her, and watches in almost terrified suprise at his ferocity:: [22:28] :: to Monique :: Don't worry about it. They probably need a good talking to. For all of its good points, bigotry still exists in Starfleet. [22:28] I for one am none too concerned about how it's excised. [22:28] ::his diatribe is fierce and pointed about their betrayal of the core beliefs of the Federation, and their unsuitability as future officers..or sentient beings for that matter [22:29] < where will it end?>> [22:29] ::sits back down:: Yeahg but after this I feel they will do mare than make rude comments [22:29] << Umm ... I replace you? ;) >> [22:29] <> [22:29] Well, you could always report it. [22:29] I doubt that Captain Aldur would be particularly happy to hear how some of his ensigns are behaving. [22:30] <> [22:30] From what I've heard, he's an honorable man. [22:30] <> [22:30] ::smiles and shakes her head:: No, the way the Captain acts around me...not a good idea [22:30] <> [22:30] Haven't met him yet; not much reason for junior medical officers to meet the commanding officer :) [22:30] ::ends his speech by expressing regret he cannot punish them in the manner he desires, but does put them on report; flag their officer review ratings for their behavior, and reccoemnds evaluation for possible seperation from Starfleet [22:30] I have, for the physicals. [22:30] How does he act around you? [22:30] Right after Vansen decided to knee me in the stomach... [22:31] *** Mouse has quit IRC (Connection reset by peer ) [22:31] He acts like he's trying to be someone I've known for a while. [22:31] Oh, that is right...you are new to the ship aren't you Tollery [22:31] *** Farrell (CptFarrell@209-151-74.ipt.aol.com) has joined #lol-coronado [22:31] Very new. [22:31] Still in the original wrapper. [22:31] He just feels uncomfortablke with my abilities...like most Terrans [22:32] *** Farrell (CptFarrell@209-151-74.ipt.aol.com) has left #lol- coronado [22:32] Has he ever said that specifically? [22:32] *** Mouse (cpinnell@async2-12.remote.ualberta.ca) has joined #LOL-Coronado [22:32] *** CoroLCARS sets mode: +v Mouse [22:32] 12Computer recognizes Mouse. Authorization codes enabled. [22:32] 12Mouse = Petty Officer Jennifer "Mouse" Wildman, Science Technician. [22:32] ((meh)) [22:32] everytime I use them he about bites my head off [22:32] wb Mouse :) [22:32] ::dismisses the repulsive duo with veneous spite, barely restraining his outrage..the final "dismissed" echoes in his full Battle Command voice, hitting decibels completely beyond normal human range [22:32] I don't really give him any reason to be uncomfortable, mainly because I'm acting like I've been on the ship for a while, too... [22:32] <> [22:32] *** Farrell (CptFarrell@209-151-74.ipt.aol.com) has joined #lol-coronado [22:32] ::still in the corridor, Mouse stares at Lan in complete shock; she's never seen him so angry in her life:: [22:33] *** Farrell is now known as Obs_Farrell [22:33] :: hears a loud sound from the corridor :: What was that ... ? [22:33] ((hidey ho, Dennis ^_^)) [22:33] ::looks up at Lan, ashen-faced:: [22:33] ::stalks back to the mess hall, slwoly reigning in his outrage with each step [22:33] ::laughs:: Well, one day I will need to visit sickbay [22:33] <> [22:34] Then you can meet the rest of my staff... [22:34] <> [22:34] <> [22:34] <<::'llo all. Don't mind me, just idling somewhere where there's life :) ::>> [22:34] ::follows behind Lan, confused (as usual) and more than a little concerned:: [22:34] ::reenters the galley:: [22:35] I don't mean to be forward or anything, Ms. Lehman ... but if you ever want to spend some rec time with a friend ... I'd be happy to. :: smiles slightly :: [22:35] ::slowly returning to his seet, seemingly under control, but his eyes gleam with an almost predatory look [22:35] ::looks up and sees Lan:: [22:35] I don't know that many people on here myself ... [22:35] ::glances at Monique, trying to shove to the forefront of her mind what had happened in the hall, and how she had failed in stopping him:: [22:35] :: drifts off as Lan returns :: [22:35] ::smiles:: I would love to Tollory [22:35] If you ever need someone to talk to, my door's always open, to anyone here. [22:36] Never catch me sleeping... [22:36] :: smiles, looks back at Lehman :: Good, good. [22:36] ::glances at Mouse and reads her mind:: Oh dear [22:36] Pardon my abrupt departure; I had to attend to some minor matter of ships discipline. [22:36] Are they still alive Lan? [22:37] ::looks at him concerned:: [22:37] ::smiles slightly:: [22:37] Gee I hope so, I hate autopsies. [22:37] They are, or Mouse would be a lot paler... [22:37] I did no physical harm to them; that would have been improper. [22:37] See, told ya. [22:37] ::blinks and swallows, still feeling out of place:: [22:37] ::whew:: I would hate for you to be put in the brig over me Lan [22:38] However, doctor, you shall have two seperation from service physicals to perform when we return. [22:38] Really? Oh good. [22:38] Poking and prodding bigots, what fun. [22:38] ::looks suprised:: Really? [22:38] After they are put on report as well, of course. [22:38] Of course. [22:39] Now now Dr. Dauber ... the kind term is ... " enlightenmentally challenged " [22:39] It's not right that they're angry at you.. it isn't your fault that you're a - er, it's not wrong that you're a telepath. I still dont' understand [22:39] Please, avasil thyself of whatever experimental procedures that thou needeth to practice. [22:39] ::smiles:: I feel better already guys [22:39] "mentally challenged" is more apt in my opinion. [22:39] Well, whatever works. [22:39] {{This scares the devil out of them Mouse}} [22:40] ::only Mouse heard her thoughts:: [22:40] ooh, that's a good idea, Mister DuLac, thanks! [22:40] ::blinks, and tries to 'speak' in her mind:: {{ahm... but... why?}} [22:40] I would term them as wastes of genetic material, and a degredation to the humanoid gene pool. [22:40] Uh, maybe he shouldn't et into trouble over me and you shouldn't either Lan [22:40] ::runs his head briefly:: [22:41] There was an old saying my father used to like to apply to certain people. [22:41] What trouble m'lady? I performed my duty as an officer, nothing more. [22:41] ::runs her hands through her hair and mutters:: it isn't right that they do that... M'lord is in the right. [22:41] He'd see someone being overly stupid and/or bigotous, and walk up to them. [22:41] Then, without seeming any less serious than normal, he'd yell, "Hey! You! Out of the gene pool!" [22:42] {{They were not raised with something called a force like you were.....they do not understand it and so it scares them and they react to that feeling with aggression}} [22:42] ::stops rubbing and conceals the minor headache:: [22:42] Then hed go back to wahtever he was doing while everyone else laughed. [22:42] he was quite popular at the academy... [22:42] {{I wasn'raised with the force either, jus'knew about it. I don'know what the prollem is.}} [22:43] ::gets confused with Lynn's joke:: [22:43] :: blank look :: I don't get it. [22:43] ::laughs at Dauber:: [22:44] Well, a long time ago, there were these things called community pools that people would swim in. When someone would do something dumb, a man with a whistle would yell at them 'Hey! You! Get out of the pool1" [22:44] Mouse, you were not with us and neither was you Dauber [22:44] Hmm..pools..pools::saves that idea for later:: [22:44] Oh ... [22:44] All right. I see the humor in it then. [22:44] So he was being like that person, only he was referring to the person's place in a genepool. [22:44] ::nods slowly at Lynm, still not understanding.. then at Lan and wondering what crazy scheme he was cooking up:: [22:45] And Lan you were gone at the time [22:45] Are you sure it's a funny joke, though? [22:45] I'm sorry, what did you say, Lehman? [22:45] <> [22:45] It was hilarious to the people who knew my father. [22:45] ((I agree!)) [22:45] And anyone that thought the person was being stupid. [22:45] We had a shoreleave on starbase 213 and I was attacked and almost killed by a group [22:45] << Hey I dropped my prequel line way at the beginning >> [22:46] ::blinks and looks at Monique in shock, finally whispering:: that's terrible... [22:46] ::looks shocked:: [22:46] I remember that. Browning had a log about working with you. [22:46] Apparently it was very taxing on him. [22:46] Lan, you were gone [22:46] What group? Do they still live? If so, I have need of correcting that matter. [22:47] You read about the Telepathic Avengers then and what happened to me Dauber ::looks suprised:: [22:47] :: exasperated :: Please, no more talk of murder. [22:47] Browning was very thorough in the procedure. He's a good man. [22:47] Yes they still exsist Lan....they are a very large organization [22:47] I speak of justice; indeed, they would recieve a fair trial before punishment. [22:48] ::smiles:: He was a great man and a great doctor [22:48] ::bites her lip and scowls:: press gangs, I never thought they were here too. [22:48] Was? [22:48] Well then, as the Crown Prince of Camelyn, methinks I hath uncovered a suitable quest for the new band of Knights to be made soon. [22:48] Oh, there are less differences between your universe and ours than you think, Mouse. [22:49] ::sighs and nods:: I guess so... [22:49] I heard that Browning was killed just before this time travel mission we are on now Dauber [22:49] Hate, love, fear and hope ... they are multi- universal [22:49] Indeed, let these so called Avenegers test their mettle against young Knights sworn to mete out justice. [22:49] Oh, my. I never heard. [22:49] I thought there was less hate and more love here... [22:49] I guess I'm not on the same receivership lists... [22:49] Well ... I've never been to your universe, so I couldn't say. [22:50] it's a lot worse than it is here. [22:50] ::nods:: lots worse [22:51] Well, then it's a good thing you're here. [22:51] ::looks at Lan and can sense his seriousness:: Oh Lan, maybe you shouldn't [22:51] I'll drink to that! [22:51] I guess [22:51] There was also great hope, and heroes in thine Universe Mouse. [22:52] I never met any heroes. :shrugs:: [22:52] Yoda, a curious creature indeed, did give me great hope that the forces of good might yet triumph over that Empire. [22:52] Yes you have Mouse! ::grins at Lan:: He is one of the most high [22:52] yodah? I've never heard of him... I never really got to see much [22:53] I definitely need to read up on this ship's history... [22:53] stuck in Hangar Bay Three of the Epiphany, really. [22:53] Lehman, thou dost mislead Mouse; I am no Hro. [22:53] ::blushes and says nothing:: [22:54] Bullcrap! [22:54] what do you call what you just did to those ensigns? [22:54] I think it was rather heroic. [22:54] Especialy hw you did it without bodily harm... [22:54] duty; justice; what should and must be done. [22:54] I don'know much about heroes, or anything like that, m'lord, but you've always seemed to do the right thing when you've had to. [22:54] <> [22:54] *** Obs_Farrell (CptFarrell@209-151-74.ipt.aol.com) has left #lol-coronado [22:55] No Lan, you are a noble and honorable hero and I am grateful to have you as a friend [22:55] I have committed deeds that forever shal deny me any right to the title of hero. I am not deemed the Black Prince of Camelyn by all for little reason. [22:55] ::looks down, not really knowing what happened during that fateful mission- she was stuck in the bowels of the ship during that time:: [22:56] *** Garstini|AFK is now known as Garstini [22:56] <> [22:56] In the end, all that will matter is that I served as well as I could; I expect no accolades, but if sopmehow I further the call of justice, and serve my people, it will be enough. [22:57] ::says quietly:: tha's always what matters [22:57] Mouse, perhaps thou shouldst; perhaps then thou mayest desire less tutelage from me if thou didst see the extent of my actions. [22:57] I know what you are thinking about and that was not your fault Lan [22:58] uhm? Oh... well, I've never seen you do anything terrible, m'lord. You seem to be someone who'll alwys do what has to be done, for.. uhm.. truth. Justice, honor. Seems like no one believes in those things, really. Well, at least, that was home anyways. [22:58] The blood of thousands stains my hands in eternal crimson; my reign was born in fire, battle and blood, the blood of my fellows, and of those once closer to me than blood-kin. [22:59] ::sighs:: But it was at a time of war Lan and you cannot blame youself for what happened [22:59] ::nods slowly, still not understanding:: Sometimes that's what happens, I guess. You gotta stand beside what you believe, I guess. [22:59] Mouse, I struck down my closest companion and friend of decades in battle, with out a word. We met, we attacked, and I pressed my advantage and slew him on the field as he lay. [22:59] <<"out, damned spot, out!">> [22:59] ((he he he!)) [22:59] <> [22:59] << No, Data's cat >> [22:59] ::thinks back to that time and cringes remembering how she almost got the Coronado blown up by not seeing what was about to happen till it was to late:: [23:00] <> [23:00] <> [23:00] ::blinks and swallows, again turning white as a ghost:: oh.. I'm sorry you had to lose your friend... I ... ahm.. ::rambles to a stop, not sure how to express her condolences:: [23:00] I'm sorry, all of you, it's been a great time, but I haven't slept since we've been on the Endeavour. I'm afraid I'm going to have to take a nap. Goodnight al. [23:00] uhm... g'night Lynn. [23:00] > [23:00] Night, doctor. [23:00] night Dauber [23:00] <> [23:01] And later, didst I besiege his family's castle, my second home, crush its defenders, raze it to the ground, then render steile all the land surrounding so it should stand forth as a reminder to those who took arms against me as to what fate would await them. [23:01] < ((seeya!)) [23:01] *** Lynn_Dauber has quit IRC (Quit: Off I go, into the wild blue yonder... ) [23:01] ... Is there a reason why you did all of this? [23:01] why, m'lord? What were they doing? [23:01] at the time, there seemed to be.::hangs head:: [23:02] They didst stand against my father and his claim to the throne. [23:02] ::bites her lip and carefully places a hand on Lan's arm, not sure what to say, not sure how to help him with his grief:: [23:02] Indeed, they forced the issue of wear as my father held the higher claim tothe throne, and they had not raised a suitable issue to dispute it. [23:04] They acted as they believed, and I visited great carnage upon them. In our rush to war and honor, we forsake our unity, our duty to prepare and watchover our people and secure them from danger without. [23:04] ::speaks hoarsely:: it was th'right thing to do, I think. If you hadn't, Camelyn would have a false king... [23:04] Our war nearly resulted in Camelyn falling to the Dominion, if the Federation had not stood by to guard us in our mad wrath. [23:05] ::exhales slowly, suddenly filled with that tension so well known. She's completely unable to say anything to help:: [23:05] ::Griamces:: I was the lone survivor of the fields of Elyssia..I led a force of 5000 Knights and squires that day, against a force of 8000. [23:06] When can I wash that blood away? No, do not dishonor the title by deeming me a hero, for I am anything but that. [23:06] ::drives his fist a few inches into the metal table without thinking:: [23:07] ::looks at Lan's fist and gently tries to pull it up from the table, but of course isn't able to move it:: uhm, m'lord... [23:07] < ::realizes the horrible display he has made, and suddenly begins to recompose himslef, carefully putting al back within the cage of his soul... [23:07] >> [23:07] ::removes her hands carefully and folds them in her lap, speaking carefully:: [23:08] ((seeya next time, it's been fun ^_^:: [23:08] )) [23:08] Mine aplologies for my outburst [23:08] <> [23:08] <> [23:08] <> [23:08] <> [23:08] I, uhm, I think I know what you mean, m'lord. Something like it, anyways. I was ... uh, I was a support crew; er, *on* a support crew, during the Battle of Hoth... an ice planet, once the base of the Rebels. [23:09] ((no, I was saying bye to Julie ^_^)) [23:09] << bye Monique :) >> [23:09] <> [23:09] <> [23:09] <> [23:09] I wasn'in charge, I just watched and carried stretchers, but I think I can imagine what it was like for Admiral Ackbar and Mon Mothma... [23:09] <> [23:10] ::looks down at her hands:: people do terrible things for justice. [23:10] Aye, thou hast the right of it. [23:10] :: clears his throat after not having spoken for a while :: The real trouble with war is that it gives no one a chance to kill the right people. [23:10] *** MoniqueLehman has quit IRC (Quit: Rule of Acquisition #285: No good deed ever goes unpunished!!!!!!!!! ) [23:10] :: shrugs a little :: Ezra Pound, an Earth poet. [23:10] but, what else could we do? If we didn't fight then the Empire would squeeze the life out of everything. [23:11] ::looks up at Dryden and nods agreeably, if still quite pale:: [23:11] Well, the war that comes shall set that aright Dryden. when the Crusade doth comemnce, the Dominion shall pay for its deeds. [23:12] I can't say I'd mind that ... despite my usual pacifist self. [23:12] why's the Dominion th'target of the Grail fleets, m'lord? I'm not sure what they've done... a lot of the information is classified.... [23:12] My planet in the Gamma Quadrant is enslaved by the Dominion, Mouse. [23:12] so they're an empire? [23:12] Just as they have enslaved or slaughtered countless hundreds of other civilizations. [23:12] A very dark one, yes. [23:13] ((he he he... I love talking about the Dominion. You all of course realie that Canada is in fact a Dominion, too 8;D)) [23:13] Mouse, thou hast no comprehension of what a Crusade entails. All we stand for, our culture, every member of our society is devoted be bringing justice to the Dominion; we shall strike them with great wrath or perish entirely in the effort. [23:13] << Heh Mouse >> [23:14] :: looks down towards the ground, then off towards the forgotten, discarded sword :: [23:14] so they're domniating and destroying, and the Grail Fleet will stop them and take ... uhm, take the fight to their empire, then? [23:14] Be careful what you say, Mr. DuLac ... [23:14] Countless people have tried and failed to defeat them. [23:14] We shall strike a blow at the heart of the Dominion the founders shalt never forget..nor recover. [23:15] ::suddenly realizes he has said to much and grows quiet:: [23:15] I ... I wish I could believe that. [23:15] if only we had grail fleets in the resistance... I've never seen anything as powerful as what th'reports are saying on Camelyn right now, m'lord. It's incredible, all the effort. [23:15] My brother used to say that a lot. That was before the Jem'Hadar killed him. [23:15] :: gets up :: If you two will excuse me. I think I need to go meditate. [23:15] The Grail fleets thou didst see during the civil war are shadows as to what our strength shall be by the crusade. [23:16] ::blinks and looks up at Dryden, and nods:: [23:16] I care none for my survival, if the cause of justice does triumph. [23:16] Well. There are many who are dead, and who still have no justice. [23:16] It's the way of the world. [23:16] Good night, both of you. [23:16] ::nods and looks down:: [23:16] ::fare well Dryden, and a good evening unto you. [23:16] g'night. [23:16] :: exits the room solemnly :: [23:17] *** Dryden_Tollory (whiteknigh@pm3r-41.pacificnet.net) has left #lol-coronado [23:17] it looks like everyone on th'ship has prollems... [23:17] Sim End